If only i can love you ...

13 September 2010

2010-09-13T14:35:00.004+08:00

Hey Guys,
I will be MIA to NS alrdy!!! So wont b on9 MSN, Audi, Dota, Facebook & Blogger @ ths period of time till i bak!!! Btw @ ths period of time, my Facebook acc will be touch by gemmel meii :x

20 July 2010

2010-07-20T01:12:00.007+08:00

17/7

Can consider a fcuking suay day for me in my life... After work i went to cube wait gemmel as i reach there early so i slack with francis, francissca and pongpong. After that, i go fetch gemmel den we go buy ice blast she keep ask me buy so i buy lo. Den the very 1st puff she took in tio HSA ah neh call us show our NRIC, she tio a fine i think shud be $30 only la den i just tio verbal warning lo for provide underage cigg. We go down to cube and francis all ask me give one puff each so as a easy going personally i gave >< How the fcuk i know the ah neh was still behide us and they hide at carpark smoke also dont 1 run stupid sia den sabo me say simi purple hair guy provide de now i waiting my letter to come fcuk my life. On the other hand gemmel and i went to play pool beside parklane i never lose 3 - 0 HOR >< somemore i helped her hit in a few ball so kind right? (: After pooling we go buy present for fren den i choose a glass with something alive inside de for si jue when i reach cube i accidentally drop it and ji tao break.... den the glass cut dao my finger bleed. Haix 3rd sway thing is francis keep spilt saliva outside cube and the fcuking pa jao smrt ppl keep insist is me lo.. NB end up we both tio fine another letter fcuking suay la sure is those god damn curse NBCB on me!!!! But we still having fun la.

18/9

Nothing much in the day time den around 7 - 8 wugui ask me go bugis find her slack so i went there slack with her and randomly took some picture outside a book store which i used to buy text book last time LOLx those picture can be found at her blog as i lazy to upload the good quality de are from my phone de hor!!! den we reach home quite late ba (:

20/9

After my lunch time, i was reading today newspaper and i found out a article that can redeem free movie ticket, pop corn and drinks den i rushed to cineleisure exchange for 2 blood pledge ticket at 9.15pm de Hahahx den i ask wugui watch tgt cuz she also want to watch ma den i went to bugis buy clothes den go back to work hehe i guai right sneck out 2 hrs (: den around 7 plus she come my workplace den i make a ramen for her to eat den wugui wait me till i offwork den we go movie tgt (: The movie quite nice lei somepart really scare dai me and i dont dare to watch but i still better den her la LOL keep hiding with her jacket. After that we go arcade slack and play the catch machine waste alot $$$ and end dao 3 small small de animal :D. Then we found a stair cases and smoke :x but ii guai de never smoke one ^^ Lucky we manage to catch the last train unfortunately for her she alight at Bishan den i teach her something good methods to get free ride home xP. hehex YOUKNOWIKNOW can le Wugui's Pwnage TODAIII xD but my throat fcuking pain and dry... CBBBBB laaaaa

16 July 2010

2010-07-16T00:13:00.007+08:00

PEEKO i am sorry for not updating to post recently :P

10/7

Jcube with francis, simon, BH and Si jue. But the girls left at four plus lo den 3 of us slack around cube and Plaza sing till 10 plus. Sometime i really pondered the people i mix with somehow will really get me into deep trouble, Esp the fcking francis he trying to kop the hair spray at carrefour by putting into my bag and the dumb thing is that the guard is behide us. DUMB right !!!!!! Simon was ok and tell him not to steal but in the end dey kop Chocolate from 7-11 zzz . i keep scold them on the way to bus stop .....

11/7 ( Sunday)

By right i 11am must reach francis hse at aijunied but i woke up late so reach there at 1 plus, While in train i smsed my baby and crack joke with her about HOLY stuff :X laughs dai mii la LOL. After we 3 meet, we headed to GrandLink which located at Paya Lebar for pool. 1st time went there, impresion given to me was ULU and deserted but aniway the game screwed due to francis stepp one pro at pooling in the end also cannot even hit in ONE.... Haiix but ii managed to win some game la (: den after tt we plan to go J cube slack and when i tap my ez link dey chiong in sia and take free ride. I dont really understand rich people also do this kind of thing sia for the sake of fun? Haix really bwg la i've been telling myself stop mixing with 2 13 yrs old boy le. ZZZZZZZZZ.......

15/7

Today was my O lvl chinese oral and on the way there i very anxious but luckily got my sweet sweet de sotong pei me sms and giv mi support but i still failed due to the conversation ): sad dai me le la >< but i know still got someone to cheer me up arh when i feeling dwn (: <3 . On the other hand heard from stella and weiren dey both post dao Yishun Town sec to take exam only i solo went to Ahmad Ibrahim sec but also gg!! Haix really a bad day sia .. Baby Rest take care of urself ok ? ii Most worry ni le but ii cannot take care of you right now ._. BLEAHHHHHHHHHH :P Currently on fone with baby, sweet sia her voice LOL :D Hao la Niqhts Peeko :D .

5 July 2010

2010-07-05T03:07:00.004+08:00

On last sat , after work i head down to cube meet up with francis and francessca. Den this Francis out of a sudden ask me join red and devil dey all go pooling so i see aiya so sian of audi den tag along with them lo , den he keep peek at zhabor instead of playing wtf right zzz then i dont want play le . Receive a sms , to my surprise it's from hui ting with her cpl and they coming to Cube meet us so we ps red dey all walk back to Cube then this devil pull me into his FAM den he call alex tell him i leaving holy . Spend a few hours slacking outside cube chatting with Hui ting dey all , biology topic all pop out le >< Sounds not bad ya !! Den i ask her cpl play arena for me but 1st rud all pro in the end get 4th out liao . ON 10.45 pm at cube i played wedding party with qrace bii and to my surprise we complete all the req in 1min plus ♥ Good job !!! Although it's tired but all simply enjoyed . Now waiting for my baby to complete her work ): Jiayous worhhh 400 more words to go CHIONG ARHHH ,

Oyasumi peeko (:

1 July 2010

2010-07-01T00:08:00.007+08:00

Todayy damn shag at work sia, last night watched horror movie and sms baby till 3 plus am den ji tao toh on bed le >< .Today same thing as usual woke up early and rush to work like so no life one lo , on the way from bought 2 bottle of Rum from cheers, 4.2% alcohol only no kik de but nice :X maybe next outing with brothers can try out tgt :x or 8.2 de. Reach home faster bathe and went for beat rush arena sian la 4 time consecutive 8k in 1st rud ): sure out de lo lappy ma, hais den 2nd rud onwards i go support -ReyRey- aka my partner sian lo all so pro de , hais . Cuii Last day of full timer tdy le YAY finally can sleep more le :D .Maybe watching horror movie from asian-horror-movie.com quite addictive. What's next ? Train a few rud of BR den movie time (:

I'll not be lonely again as i know you are always stand by my side =D , i miss you ):

Currently cannot sleep sia dk why so hypr its ardy 5.38am le while baby fell asleep while on phone with me so cute sia =D , sleep tight wor <3 ii know you'll read my blog ltr de so dont laugh kk ? >< shall give her a morning call at 7am-8am ba SPAMMMM ARHHH :3

Nights all <3

29 June 2010

2010-06-29T23:14:00.006+08:00

Baby,Today is the 1st week we know ea other (:
Even it juz the 1st week, but ,
I think we can make this r/s last lonq de . i know this is love we both created,
A love story between us :X
As time passes,we will know each other inside out,while writing this,
i have been texting you the while .
Fate & affinity brought us together by chances, eu the one,
Show me light in the darkness , gib me see hope in relationship once again
Baby no one can break us apart de cuz you're myy everythinq ,
My zai sotonq bii always eu know? But also an emo queen ><
No matter what happen i'll always there for you , support eu,
sharing your thouqhts (: Make you smile .
Alw rmb kel love die qrace forever wor ♥ Our love ,
mux reach as high as sky as deep as ocean floor ;love .
At this precise moment , i begun to miss ur singing and your voice too, ><
Reminiscent the quality time we haf been together ;shy . arh shyt,
Dint reply ur sms ): Sorry to kept eu waiting ><
Ok end here baby , i love you ttmzxc kkays ?
Muacks ;kiss

-Kel aka HolyVinn ♥

29 June 2010

2010-06-29T22:47:00.004+08:00

Lots of incident happen this few month , causing set backs and i deeply regret what i've done to hurt others too (: I know its too late to say all this now to the victim's but i sincerely wish you guys all the best ya before i continue to my 2nd post dedicated to someone impt i found on the date 22.06 ♥

9 May 2010

2010-05-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

Sometime i can feel the agony and hurt she has with her just that i really cannot do anything to mininise the hurt and pain ): Hais guys you all must treasure your family and r/s b4 it's gone (: i believe what goes around comes around. So be it (:

I'm sorry abut today as i feeling very weird the way i speak to you was cold i can feel it myself just tt i could not find the root of the problem ): sorries & i promise i will take initiative and try not to be blur sotong le either in realife or dota (:

23 April 2010

2010-04-23T00:56:00.003+08:00

Knowing something cannot be persist what for continue to think ? it's time for me to wake up le and blend in happiness to those sadness i contain . I shall force myself to forget and dont care what you did anymore .

Insomnia due to you once again ):

17 April 2010

2010-04-17T01:32:00.003+08:00

Went to Jurong point just now meet up with Teck Wee for MTG match and discussion abut our tagging plan . Hais pek cek sia thought of the Ns made me headache as i'll missing my love one Badly le!!! ><

Before really go in for the "slack" training i guess I'll be working in new environment le at Jurong point considering the Pay and the time is much better den my current jap restaurant . But all depends on how Meng Han tml le lo as she ardy working thr... (: so i wont be lonely barhh!!! ^^

15 April 2010

2010-04-15T00:49:00.004+08:00

Most of the time i asked myself , "Why you're not the key for me " ? hais this has been pondering me for quite a period of time le or what so ever just wanna voice out how i feeling right inside my heart and that serves the purpose of this blog .

I encountered alot type's of it but individual has their own uniqueness . I suppose that "the key" had ardy been with me le .

12 April 2010

2010-04-12T13:52:00.003+08:00

Chio ma this heart i drawn (:

9 April 2010

2010-04-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

blog closed down (:

See ya guys in MSN 14siao PPL pls FUCK off got ji come find me ^^

3 April 2010

2010-04-03T23:47:00.003+08:00

East Coast park Outing 4/4/10

People confirm to go : Kelvin Chow

: LcW

: Jeff Chew

: Carol

: Carol fren

: ---- NOT CFM

Meet at 2pm at Bedok MRT station tyvm BRING extra clothes just in cases , basically the purpose of the outing is cycling and strolling around the beach to kill time and also the stress piling in us . More activity dont find me cuz i not the planner i only post up to let those who are going to know nia .

28 March 2010

2010-03-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYYY

I WANT OUTING

LcW PLAN EITHER ECP CYCLING OR BADMINTON I WANTT GO :x

12 March 2010

2010-03-12T12:14:00.013+08:00

Thanks LcW for sharing ur classical music with mi (: i really appreciate it as it really help mi to relax and calm my mind :x In order to show you my appreciation i shall share 1 of my fav classical Music for you as it really helped me to reminiscent lots of memories (: will be done shortly ^^

The title of this song : Pachelbel - Canon in D (Piano)

Ytd on my way back home from work i saw a newspaper article that caught my attention (: but i am lazy to post what it is regarding :x

10 March 2010

2010-03-10T14:54:00.005+08:00

Impressive artwork done by artist veronique meignaud (:

There's a saying " A picture paint an thousand of words" Frankly speaking not all human being are able to appreciate the "art" value in it .

Once again my heart wilted .........

7 March 2010

2010-03-07T22:03:00.008+08:00

Well guys (: it has been an decade ever since i last updated it :x

Seriously life sucks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Apart from education still got work .. damn shagged .

Spend my weekends on woodlands regional library basically slacking :P

with

A PIGG LORHHH (:

Seriously i am looking forward for Tuesday night party with Yisheng & LcW~

Ominous , i dont feel sth good gonna happen . Maybe health prob or ...

anyway life are too unpredictable ! 1 words to describe my feeling now D______.

lastly, i believe everyone is struggling with life whether is dull or gloomy. There's always

light at the end of the tunnel !!!! So treat as a test of individual perseverance and endurance ba (:

28 February 2010

2010-02-28T21:42:00.001+08:00

BHB PICTURE OF MINE (: INNOCENT RITE?

14 February 2010

2010-02-14T12:50:00.003+08:00

juz back home after work ... ltr still need go out agn help papa so sian sia valentine day and cny ? duno why i doesn't really feel happy to it . (: after this cny gona be serious le no time for crap stuff anymore . anyway b4 i revenge and totally ruins ur life i will keep motivate myself to be strong (: whatever you did to me i will pay back double on you ! you urself shud know who you are & i don't wish to emphasise anymore (:

8 February 2010

2010-02-08T09:19:00.004+08:00

Aww.. change work schedule le to Tuesday & Thursdays :) But no different for mi also :x anyway life is boring :) I have 3 path to choose from now Accounting Bussiness IT or electrical engineering. haiix so stupid ><

To LcW : I choose to run away from it afterall :)

7 February 2010

2010-02-07T15:38:00.005+08:00

Ytd happen to be a busy and enjoyable day for me =D sadded siol Lcw de doreamon dint get it and we wasted 2 hrs+ at bugis there . Leg suan lei :( after that rushed back hurriedly home to change+ bathe.After that When to bendemeer sec for the concert situated at boon keng with Mx,Xy and elvi =) . Also marked the 1st meeting of 4 of us =X

Overall the concert not bad worh but i am a introvert yeah and i din't talk much lo >< . But the sch coconut tree fall down really xia si wo le when elvi and i walking toward the other corner of the stairways chatting about the "ghost" . Creepy wor ><

Headed to ps for horror movie "My Ex" . hahas overall the movie indeed scary . So ah Lesson learnt is not to keep say you're the only and last girl in my life >< juz kidding . xP Shud be say "dont flirt".

Bused Nr1 with elvi took mi 3 am to reach home sia . then Meet MrLeong outside my hse for chatting session till 4am+ totally cui le >< and of cuz lastly thanks you guys for the day and hope eu all enjoy it too :)

derh 4 of us =X

5 February 2010

2010-02-05T19:07:00.004+08:00

A visit to Amk park today ;) Accumulating things bit by bit will have a wonderful end results :) Yay tdy completed stage 1 of the gift le >< 3 more stages to go :x
Have you guys try thr feeling from heaven drop to hell? if no den i will make sure you taste it =x

7.45pm meet dandan at northpoint le so i guess i better go now . buailx :D

4 February 2010

2010-02-04T19:17:00.002+08:00

Lcw arhh... you everytime stalk mi aso must updated ur blog ma =)You see ys for example blog everyday >< spider crawling here and there le :x Yeahh After cny gone March coming up le ^^ whr is my 2 da sao arhh =X hahas .

Tml gona travel around hunting item le but ii wont reveal de :x hoping for brand new life on nx coming week =)

3 February 2010

2010-02-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

yay today at bugis bought myself a dark spade jeans >< cost $70 go home tio nag by my mum for 1min :x I planning to wear it this saturday if my mum allow mi to do so lo >< haiix today ii make dandan angry agn >< myy retardation lvl reach ttm today le :( Sorry worhhh .

Night scenery of bukit gombak not bad wor and quite cooling but creepy >< hahas ii enjoy the day's ~ Happy :D

TO BH : dont act lyk a ghost behide us !!! Flirt too much not good for health hor . wahaha ltr ppl call u slut den u know .

31 January 2010

2010-01-31T22:02:00.004+08:00

I really need somewhere to voice out my feeling and thoughts . There's this saying a broken heart doesn't feel broken.. just painfully constricted with invisible binds, merciless stabbed with invisible knives. if you understood this den you will know how i feel right now le .

But now my mood is totally reverse liao =) thanks cw for opening my mind to look at this issue . Woots :) tml monday mark of the sianness liao . :x Tatas

30 January 2010

2010-01-30T22:25:00.004+08:00

Just receive a text from cw .. haha upon reading i ask myself alot question =)

26 January 2010

2010-01-26T23:14:00.004+08:00

I commit a sin today :( .. Knowing that dandan is very stress with her f/P i still text crap on fam blog and make her moody >< haii i am sorry dont moody ardy ok ? pls cheer up & jiayous on ur proj . Now i just hope eu able to forget everything and come back to usual self le, sorry dan dan cuz i am the root of everything :( .

$5 random haircut tio a bad one :( quite sad as the hair not suit mi >< haii nvm shall cont reflect on what i've done today ... i feel sad and sorry now ~

24 January 2010

2010-01-24T21:48:00.007+08:00

Today attend the stupid course at Lavender there so siian lo :( Wanted to sleep but no chioce lei cuz i sat infront ma >< Took both theory and practical test to obtain the stupid licence req by the NEA. Siian qu lo till 5pm end whole thingy came to the end.

Train-ed down to meet dandan at Jurong East Station den on the way i ponder alot of things... Haii sometime i really dont understand leiii.... but Nvm anyway :D dont worry abut mii ^^ We walk-ed to the Library there. 1st time went jurong east de was lyk wthh so big same like woodlands de >< den we both camp there till 8pm++ lo meanwhile ii doing my English and i draw a human heart pic :x & she was stressing with her POA.

Friendship played a major role in our daily lifestyle ,therfore we must cherish it before its gone .I am lucky to have 2 so called "brother" Cheewah & yisheng :D . Jys guys looking forward March !! rmb hor date shall cfm with u all agn :x

Guys interested to see myy sucky drawing ??? den i shall upload le

23 January 2010

2010-01-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

Today right after my wrk bused down to Amk meet jaq and dandan :x Were intend blur blur stood there de ...hahahas went to ZoneX 1st den after that Vitual land but of cz i play-ed the Time crisis 4 solo and went till stage 3 ^^ after that watch dey all playing de Ju-beat look fun but i nva try as the queue is horrible ><.

I really hate fat and short guy nowadays. !!!! Guess what? after i and dandan pei jaq walk to station le den we came out to an openspace looking for places to do my revision den got 1 fcuktard say " Ni zhang de hen ke ai " " ke yi zuo peng you ma?" i giv stupid face and say NO . iie dont entertain gay esp this thick face de :D . Even i am a gay i aso wont look for fat and short de lo . PLs la CMI look still so despo for ppl >< cant really understand what dey thinking siol xP.

We stay under a blk till 9 plus den i pei her train till bukitgombak le den take back to yishun :x quite a long journey thu. Went home kena scolding from Mama reqarding phone bill and late go home .. Totally crapp :( Hope everyone enjoys bahs !!! <3

To BH : ur fking excuse always alot de la . now say go airport. Can go die le la :D

21 January 2010

2010-01-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

Att : BH this sat 5.30pm meet us at Yishun Library children corner. we 3 will come find you. I guess dont have the need to post my name everywhere bah? you scare ppl duno me is it?

:Stella. thanks for keeping ur word's :D by tml i really need those biology notes from u lei !! just post them in ur blog den i printscreen will do .

Ben ben + dan dan = BenDan > <3 .

Why sometime time passes so slow de worh? my new journey begin on Feb 14 and i really looking forward ^^ . Put a side those past % sad memories and move on tgt le worh :D .

21 January 2010

2010-01-21T00:15:00.004+08:00

I need some motivation worhh ;DD

looking forward to Feb 14 ba? hahaha mark's a start for me ^^

17 January 2010

2010-01-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

Most person tend to change due to the enviorment and adapting the way of not the real person they are really from. Impact came from f/s r/s and many more.

To a Human : Pls dont be a slut in order to prove mi wrong will cause you to regret ur wholelife . Trust mi this and the last time . As i said even there's no friendship within ur life maybe it's only tempo nia , i believe there's light to brighten up ur life so dont giv up ok? study well and prove that u can get better grades. jiayous bah all i can say i say ardy ;) of cuz i know u are cursing mi right now and hate mi .

17 January 2010

2010-01-17T10:33:00.004+08:00

ltr goin out at 12.30pm :D

Sorry guys i need time to update this template !!!

Hahahs.... Backk :D since nth much to do jiu updated what happen today in the amk Lib with si jue ba . Basically i just doing my Maths ,slacking and making fun of each other as well as the "AHEM" nearby us ..... >< it might be abit racist ya ! Simply enjoy!

i need more time to sort out thing...........!!!!!!!!!

15 January 2010

2010-01-15T19:09:00.005+08:00

Thanks to BH for changing my blogskin once agn. :) XieXie!!! But my fren link and wishlist all gone .... ZzZzZzZ ok nvm.

Aww... my 1st impression to a person is

---> Gay

---> Acting cute

---> Innocent & sotong mindset..

tts all i have to say :D

14 January 2010

2010-01-14T23:22:00.006+08:00

Currently on chapter 5 biology >< sian larhh tml need go to Tampines den duno do what le ;D

Guys anybody interested with my lvl 200 bs in aquila? i am letting it off for finances purposes ;D so anything msn mi at Hermitgalz@hotmail.com letting it from $500-$1000

Looking forward to March too ;(

19 December 2009

2009-12-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

4 December 2009

2009-12-04T22:12:00.003+08:00